Running in heels

Taking off

2010-01-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

I've decided to stop. It's time.

Because, i'm more precious than .. you

BIG SMILES EVERYONE!

2009-11-15T16:22:00.002+08:00

So much going on. I couldn't face it till now, that's prolly the reason why i haven't been online. I've been alone much of the time now, watched hell loads of documentaries. 911, london bombing, poor kids in china, animals dying because of humans. I'm not dying. I'm not terribly ill. I'm not starving. But i still feel so suck every single morning i wake up. What's wrong?

The sun can survive w/o humans, but humans can't.

They can survive w/o you , but you can't.

It didnt seem to bother them. Idk, i really dont.

Have you ever had the feeling you wish you were someone else and not you?

Perhaps it's meant to be?

2009-11-02T21:49:00.005+08:00

Happen to hop into someone's blog and found this kinda applicable meaningful.

"Don’t waste your time worrying about boys. Boys will come and go. Don’t waste your time caring about the people who don’t like you. Chances are you don’t like them either. Don’t waste your time worrying if people are talking about you. You affected their lives, they didn’t affect yours. Waste your time with friends. Live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it’s something you’ll regret in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, cause your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends, you have everything."

I can take anything. I can take everything.

We are only human

2009-11-01T21:30:00.009+08:00

Seriously. Not that i dont care much, but i'm tired too. Love you <3

Not showing it out, doesnt mean i'm not.

Gone?

2009-06-29T09:49:00.003+08:00

A little lag but,

R.I.P King of pop, Mj

You're just like a rainbow, gone too soon.

It's kinda unfair, why dont the people up there, ie god, let him finish his last concert before taking him away. Those pple out there grabbing his album after he died are not really his fans, so stop being a fake mj fan.

And hope emmanuel's fine now in hospital :( :( :( :( :( :(

Sighs, Get well soon okay!

Ltr got gp paper, diexzxzxzxzxzxzxxxzxzxz.

I need all the luck i can get.

When that crazy woman run towards you.

2009-06-20T13:36:00.005+08:00

My hair keeps falling, my back ache for no reason. My common test are bound to fail.
I need more time. Stress.

DIE _l_

So i'm sailing through the sea

2009-06-12T17:40:00.004+08:00

Me likey her hair.

I need to save money, to get myself a camera and slim down.
I gained weight, this is the worst thing second to failing test/exams. :{

Now i feel like sun dress for myself. :D
Urge.

Gotta get some work done tonight.
I HATE HMW! & shihui, i blogged. :}

Costly dinner

2009-06-12T17:10:00.003+08:00

Went out ystd, had dinner w ys and ys mom at sbw beach. Kinda weird and expensive. :S

Haven been doing my work.

This IS bad. :{

Wheeee! I (L) Kat-tun. :D

2009-05-13T15:27:00.004+08:00

Happy belated mom's day.

I love you mom.

Didnt go school this morning, ulcers are hurting real bad. Went to the doctor's, ulcer was like a five cent coin huge and here and there swollen. Zz, my face is fat to start w, and now one side is swollen. Fkidoodles. >(

I have so many pills to eat, 14 per day. This is retarded.

Maybe i shouldnt go school tomo.

Ulcers, and lousy mood.

2009-05-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

I kinda hate school. That's all.

2009-04-03T21:32:00.025+08:00

Busy busy busy. I'm gonna burst, like now.

I IS TIRED. >(

but i'll still blog since smelly lesbian qianyun-er asked me to. Haha!

Okay actuaaaaally last week was kinda slack. Becos Wednesday we had some aesthetics thing and Thursday we had resilience training at some camp site at sembawang. :D My aesthetics dance instructor's from the states, he's damn experienced and nice! Then Thursday we had high and low elements, like oh-my-jiggly-god. High elements was damn scary, swear. And for one of the low elements we were suppose to climb over a wall and only pple can push or pull us up. The guy from idk what class who pulled me up was amazingly strong. :O so unexpected, and the best part: he looks like jingkai!

Went back to zh on Monday w ohys to collect the Sgc. Saw vannypoo and beloved chicken lil. This week was the same. :D Pe, Cca, Cca, Pe. Kay, Cca was fun cos we trained for bossaball and tchoukball. BUT, I keep getting hit by the stupid ball can! Face, head, ankle, back. I'm aching aah-very-where. Stayed back to complete the family day banners and board after school. :D I actually stayed okay, cant believe it. I 'm a helpful and good girl yoxzxzxzx. :}

And ruby! Me and qiany wanted to send you the photo of kenneth la! You scared until like that.

Peektures taken during cycling/class outing:

That's all selfish earthers.
:}

Throw it away, and forget ystd. We'll make the great escape.

2009-03-17T21:11:00.004+08:00

Unhappy?
Then dont visit, i'm mentally unsound my dear. :}

16/03/09:

Outing w reggie, qian yun, ting, val, pei qi, adeline, han si, kenneth, vincent &weijie. Went downtown, movied, slacked, cycled. :D Peektures another day k!

17/03/09:

Sportsclub training.

Two words: Mygodddddddd.

2009-03-15T22:04:00.004+08:00

THIS POST IS FULL OF BORED-NESS. ZIYU IS BORED LIKE PEANUTS. AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO RIDE A BLOODY BIKE. BEAT THAT, ASSES.

QUIZZIES TIME.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Disappointment
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death

Which Twilight chick are you? Your Result: Bella Swan You are a loving, but stubborn girl. You would give everything up for your soul mate, and are willing to die to protect him and your relatives. You try to be very brave for your family, and are afraid to hurt others feelings.
Renesmee Cullen
Leah Clearwater
Alice Cullen
Rosalie Cullen

HAHA, I'M BELLA. BEAT THAT!

LIFE SUCKS.
BYEBYE. ZZ.

2009-02-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

27/08 & 27/09!

J1&2 buddy class :}

Fourth week in Ajc alr, one word, tired.

Lectures & tutorials were boring and fast, got to listen to what they say if not you'll be like a dizzy cow sitting among 400 pple. Tired ahhhhhhhhhhh. Ystd had sports club, ran, jumped, pushup-ed. And today's Pe was a killer, ran 2.4 on the first Pe lesson. I swear i was going to give up if not for the girls. The school is sick i tell you >(

In this month:
I learn to love my weekends alot
I made new friends :D :D
I found my old lost primary school friends
I laughed alot w regina joanne adeline smelly shuling and all of my girls in class :D
I was nagged at by my formt for not bringing my tie
I was scolded by the principal for wearing hot pink shoes
I was scolded by some maths lecturer for standing up and making my way to the toilet
I kept screaming when i found bees and bugs in school, or rather they found me >(
I saw someone who looked like panzhengyan :}
And, i freakin' lost THREE KG OKAY! :D no longer 48 baby! HAHA.

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"Fk you lowlifes", yes i still hate the both of them. Fugly bitches. Rot in poly, losers.

2009-02-01T16:03:00.008+08:00

Officially, an Andersonjc girl. :}

Screw facebook! Urgh Ima pissed off now.
Anw, lost track of what i did so i'll just blog about selected stuff. :}

24/01/09: Missed out chompchomp w my bitches cos i was sick, laosai god came to visit me. ):

26/01/09: Chinese new year behbay! Photos w my stupid lazy wormy cousin. So yeah only have a few photos. Chinese ny was boring!

28/01/09: Bainian at ys's hse w mostly 4E7 pple, kfc-ed and movie-d. :}

29/01/09: Ate billy bombers and ltr caught love matters and bride wars. There was this cute lil juke box on our table. And love matters sucks. Me no likey at all. Conclusion: Local production sucks.

30/01/09: Missed out outing w my bitches. Again. Sianxzxzxzxzx, i got pissed off somehow. Haaaaaa. Ima a slut. Well anw, ltr on in the night went to the museum w my sister. It was awesome okay, i know most pple will say ima crazy. You all no mo shui okay! Haha, Laii ziiyu ish a knowledgeable gurllie yohxzxz.

31/01/09: Slacked and packed. Dinner at amk w ys.

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School starts tomo, and suddenly everyone's blog is so emotional. It's kinda weird.

Ima alil afraid to move on. Ajc?

Why. I need to talk to someone.

2009-01-08T10:51:00.002+08:00

Lazy to blog, but sec one camp was alright. My class won the first prize! WE PAWN EVERYONE. :} Yay 1E5. Now the school hall has two huge fans. It's windyyyyyy and it's called BIG ASS FANS, me likey. :}

AND YOU, stop being so like me. Hair, typing, things we do and all.
Like ohx-myyie-gudd dhish ish sohxzxz disg-uustingg nehhxzz, get a life princess.

I wanna get back, like we used to.

2008-12-25T22:07:00.004+08:00

Happy christmas,

Eve: Brekkie, work, stuck outside taka for 45mins, assholes fought right behind me, fker touched my ass, stuck at station, home.
The day: Work, stuck agn, home.

Wont say much cos it's just too fked up.
Geez, blog another time.

Label: sick.

2008-12-23T23:05:00.003+08:00

I'm sick now. One minute cold, the other warm. D: And the worse thing is, i have work tomo till 10pm and on christmas. God i'm turning into a no life freak. I bought dresses for christmas for nth. Kaoxzxzxzxzxz.

I hate those kids in the store. Bunch of suckers.
I DREAD WORK _l_

2008-12-23T14:58:00.004+08:00

Ohay, i'm kinda losing track of time. So let's start with,

18/12/08:
When to meet up with ohys, and i got scratched by that evil cat of his. Urgh. Then headed down to weichong's hse w huiting to 4E2 '08's beebeequeue. And apparently no one wants to take photo >( it was so dark there and my sucky 5mp camera phone, the only photo was zz.

19-21/12/08:

Work work work, sian and i caught twilight too. It was alright, soso i would say. Vampires are coolxzxzxzxzxzxzx. (: i've been secretly reading twilight when working. Hehehe. (:

22/12/08:

Went arab street and haji lane to shopshop, and since i have got my stupid pay i couldnt get most of the stuff. Urgh, i need everything. And $$$ :(

Watched ip man aft that. Ohmygoddddddd it was AWESOME! Action packed and all, cool, much better as compared to twilight. :D

23/12/08:

Went shopping w mom and aunts and hell load of cousins. Spent like 300$ *faints* And my cousin cried cos she was guilty of spending her parents' moolah, but it's like 150$ only? Tsktsk, so easy cry.

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Headphones: US or Japanese brand? :(

2008-12-11T20:43:00.014+08:00

I'm so tired! Ystd was zoo, and today was first day of work! My ulcer hurts like hell. Urgh.

11/12/08:

Woke up early, trained down to town and start work (not really, more of an orientation) at 9.30 till 6. Half the time we waiting in the office to get our keys and uniform. Dreadful i tell you. And i'm the youngest among all the newbies. I swear everyone look so much younger than their actual age.

10/12/08:
zoo, Zooo, ZOOOOOO! Haha, met up w ohys and bussed down to the zoo around ten. Waited for like two hours for the interview. Sorry ohys! (Hehehe) My fav. animal there was the otter! STU-PER CUTE~ but no peektures cos they keep moving around. Okay i lazy say alr, let the peeeeeeeeeektures do the talking.

(Fragile forest is so scary w all the buterflies! =/)

(This crocodile was huge and super loooooooong! Swear.)

( *gasp* H-u-g-e brain space)

(Moto moto! Hahahaaaa)

(Why all back face me! Haha.)

(Look at those muscle on the kangarooooooo~ whoohoo :D)

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Qn:

Will you be happy when you're about to get eaten?

Well, he is

(Look at that tio forced face, HAHA!)

Lazy upload allllllll, end here. :D Muahahaha.

2008-11-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

Tomo's Baking day!

Whee ~ Very long since i baked! :D

Breakf w/ family at 8 (stuuuuuuuuuu-per early), napped and watched desperate hsewives the whole afternoon.

I think you pple are childish, you guys are the one who stole others' stuff and now go around yelling at pple? Laughs. Ima not gng to continue this shit, cos it's just a cycle. I'm ready to laugh my ass out on 12jan. Till then. :D

2008-11-29T16:06:00.005+08:00

What a coincident, you have the same model of headphones i used to have. Go fuck yourself manxuan, use my headphones _l_

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(Again this post has no photos, cos some sluts took my stuff. So yeah got to do with the long draggy paragraphs.)

>( Angry. Alright enough of that. Caught body of lies at the cathay with ohys on thursday? Idk, i kinda lost track of time and cant rmb what i did sometimes. Saw Wenkai and Jeslyne there too. (: Before the movie, went for an interview with val and ting. Weird interview. Lol anw the movie was alright, it's catchable.

Treaded my brows ystd, it fking hurts! I didnt expect it to hurt so much la. ):

Have been reading the papers lately, wtheck is happening to the world. Bangkok and Mumbai. Bombings and riot here and there. God damn it, terrorist are killing innocent pple in the hotel. Like wtfk man, and the poor singaporean who died in the mumbai attacks. It pains to see something like that happen.

Where's the world peace every leader's talking about?

2008-11-26T22:58:00.003+08:00

Happy belated ys day,

& Happy belated ty day.

Lazy to type longlong,

Monday: Missed ty's birthday celebration (sorry ty!), did ys's birthday card and my back ache like mad. My back's a bitch.

Tuesday: Slacked the whole aftnoon then to ys's birthday beebeequeue. Slacked, night walk, prata and crashed at his hse w/ a hell load of pple. Photos still w/ van. Post them up soon

Wednesday: Left at 12plus. Bus-ed to amk and cabbed home. Slept like there's no christmas. :D

I wanna do sth out of the ordinary tomo! Like .. idk climb a mountain or sth. Gnight peepers!

2008-11-24T17:23:00.005+08:00

Apple soda kills. Cough's getting before i went to have my iced apple soda at mos, now i'm coughing like a bitch. (Worse than before, urgh) And i've got foodpoisoning. (Confirm is because of the beebeequeue on wednesday, haha) The jab my doctor gave is making my arm very suan >(

Darren's puppy, cute nehzxzxzzxzxzx. :3

Let's see, it's my 4th day staying home. Re-did my nails and i think i lost my social life. Seriously. Living w/o money is like having to survive in the arrrrrrrrrrr-tic. Hope i get the job. Then i can let time pass and i'll have money to get anyt and everything. I need new clothes too, my wardrobe looked like it popped out from the 30's. I wanna burn everything, muahahaha. But come to think of it, i dont think my pay would be able to pay for everything i want. Crapxzxzxzxzxzxzxxzxzxxz.

Kayzzzzz, will get busy tonight.
Geez, I hate my life. Kiss my ass huns, (:

2008-11-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

I dread waking up everyday, waking up and watching the same old stuff on tbee. I dont wanna wake up and waste my days all the time. I hate it. Guess what, i slept at 5am last night and woke up at 9am. So i spent 20hours awake on my birthday, ROTTING my ass at home and getting scolded. Fk.

What's up with this life? >(

2008-11-20T16:10:00.008+08:00

/edited
Thanks for the celebration/bebeequeue ystd! :D Rained ltr on, but still fun! Ohya, and thankyou nana, rongrong, anthony and ohys for the pressies.

(my eye very beri tiny, >( )

Happy 16th zy day,

(Yuting look like indian! Hahaaaaaa)

(taoy stop touching yuting when we are around la! :D)

Great day, well if i exclude the scoldings by my parents. (Zzz) Around evening, i went down to meet my parents for deeee-ner then emmanuel suddenly appear. First thing that came into my mind was, "Ah, you looking for shihui ah?" Haha. Thanks for helping ohya pass the pressies.

Time to go, 30more mins till the end of 20novomber. Woooooh! If you cant rmb then forget it, it was expected. Gnight peeeeeee-per!

2008-11-18T22:50:00.004+08:00

Ystd: had council farewell deeee-ner in school then their camp's night walk. Quite boring la, but still happy to get to meet the peeps, catch up with some stuff.

Today: Lazy day, =/

Went out today, met with martin and helped him out with sth. (Haha, very drama-like.) Then we took his brother, ryan out for deeee-ner. His brother is really cute :D :D Trained to cityhall and then to marinabay. Saw dearie eevian on my way there, :D Ate Waraku, wheeeeee~ mine was nice. Not sure about martin's one though. Hahaha.

Yayay beebeequeue tomo at ting's hse. :D:D *excited!*

2008-11-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Ting's and Nana's Birthday ystd at plazasing. Watched Madagascar two with the usuals, always-will-be-late-for-an-hour smelly people. >( Alright the moovee was okay. Funnyfunny. Then i left, didnt join them for stemb cos wasnt feeling well. Shant post the photo. I look like ugly GHOOOST.

Sick for more than a weeeeeek, doctor's medicine is like useless or sth, giving them moolah for useless worm pills. Damn it. My face everyday wake up like white pp like that, + dark eye rings = scary ugly fat bitch. I need to work out manxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx.

View for job intorviyou with ohys today, went well. Then my shoe sole came off. Zz, went to buy superglue. Then both of us made a mess out of it and the super ultra fast drying suuuuuuuu-pi glue end up sticking onto our fingers. (It's still stuck now) Trained to orchard, bakerzin-ed and home. No phone, no camera, no headphones. So no nice photos.

/edited I have fkin' sexy nails, i do myself one can. My fa-ababulous sister learn and teach me one, maisiaosiao, it's gradient color-ed hor. I sat there and did my nails for three hours. Nearly spilled the stupid 18$ tiny bottle of glitter nailp. Phew~ hengheng.

MARTIN YOU SUCK, i'm going to shoot your helmet! :D

Those two FAT BALLS who took mine and eugene's stuff, i know who you all are. Use our money dye hair and stuff? Becareful your fugly head rot. Fat-no future sluts. Chey ~ Disgusting. I take it as i throw moolah at beggers. Cheers.

2008-11-10T17:39:00.001+08:00

You know what, it's okay. I dont want to fight alr. No point seriously. Not like i'm going to get my stuff back. Whatever. Sorry for what martin did okay? Zz, cant believe it.

2008-11-10T16:52:00.006+08:00

When the fuck did i say you stole my phone? When the fuck did you see those words coming out of my mouth? You ask me not to malign you previously, look who is maligning who now. YES MAYBE IT'S YOU WHO TOOK MY HANDPHONE WALLET AND HEADPHONES. OH YESYES. Whatever. Now i wanna talk to you to make things clear, you dont want and dont dare to talk to me. Why huh my dear lil' princess? Gulity? Ask me talk to allison talk to allison. Allison your mother ah? Like i will eat you up. Even if i want to, i wont eat trash like you.

I asked yisen to help me forward a sentence to her,

hahaha says:
Ziyu says:
help me tell her this: allison your mother is it.
dynnnn says:
say, allison my dog

Wow, allison i feel so great for you. Your friend is so true to you to call you a dog behind your back.

/edited
Okay maybe what martin did was wrong but i mean, even if he decides to do something on his own, its his decsion, not that i'm controlling him from a big buiness office and puppetering him like a robot. USE YOUR BRAIN.

2008-11-06T15:52:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna get sick, yadayadayadayada. With the cramps and all, it's just not helping.

Went to catch coffin with ys ystd. God damn it, it sucks. 1/5 for that. Dont catch it unless you're an idiot like the neighbours i had in the cinema, screamed like they got raped or sth. Freakin' low iq? Idk.

I need to get a pretty pretty haircut like asap, i need to go thread my brows (like finally!) and i need to get my ass a job with a decent pay so that i can satisfy my material needs manxzxzxzxzx. Money money money it's a rich man's world ~

Two more papers, yes baby! Time to party like a shit ass with my sluts.
Well, no pictures recently. No picture posts suck big time. Ohwell got to bare with it. C:

This is to you my dear girl. Actually, i didnt know i'm such a big part of your life, with you spending time typing long paragraphs about my fab life. It's okay, i love the attention. Continue. I'm out of zh and you are, in fact, still stuck in it with your pathetic lil' princess like life with sidekicks all around you.

And pssssss. It's not my fault your ex-boyf likes me. Blame it on yourself for not being more attractive (oops!) Hope i didnt hurt your pretty lil shiny fragile heart.

Takecare lovely, i'll miss you. Ha.

2008-10-04T10:19:00.006+08:00

It's a saturday today! Finally there's some time for me to catch my breath, ): Maybe i should start chanting everyday, Olevels' my best friend! Olevels no kick man! (No, i'm lying. I'm drowning becos of olevels =/ ) 16 days? Mygod the last time i rmbed was like the 80plus day Mr michael low wrote. I really really need to studyyyyyyy ):

School's a bitch, papers after papers. Enough of that for the time being. Thank god wednesday was a hall-lee-dey. (: Went to ys's hse to study. In the end, as usual, as always, didnt do much work. (Hehe!) Ended up talking for three smelly hours. Wasted time. ): Ohya! It was xiaohan's birthday too. It has been ages since i last saw him. Dont think you'll get to see this but, Happy belated birthday sucker! :D

(Sorry for the ugly photo, no more clique photo in my laptop, )

The photo's like 2352852498723514 years ago, haha. Graduation day's next friday, four years in an blink of the eye. Wtf, i hate to see my bitches in different uniforms, i hate to not see my bitches everyday, i hate to not see everyone of my friends in school. Sighs, ):

Should i be happy that Olevels' ending

or, sad becos i'm leaving my friends?

I DREAD STUDYING LTR.

2008-09-27T13:11:00.005+08:00

Happy belated birthday you,

Met up with him ystd. And damn it(!), made me hesitate once again. =/

2008-09-25T17:47:00.007+08:00

I waited three months for a miricle to happen. (...) I know it's no use holding on. I'm just going to get over and done with it, no more you from tomo onwards.
Yes girl, you can do it. :
Say goodbye my love ~

So,
So what I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm havin more fun
And now that were done
I'm gona show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight

2008-09-25T16:37:00.005+08:00

(4E2' 008 Candid!)

"The creepy and the kooky, msyterious and spooky. They are all together ooky

The addams family!"

Okay, stupid chopstick vannypoopy filled my head with the addams family song during geog lesson when i was doing timed-practice somemore! Lol listening to it makes me feel like i'm primary three. :D And the lyrics dont make sense, kooky and ooky! Haha.

Anw, the new one hour time slot timetables are cocky, makes me sleepy for like every lesson but at least i dont have to keep standing up and greet teachers for like every half an hour. Well that's a good thing! (Pss, i hate standing up and down reeting teachers. What a chore.)

2008-09-19T21:23:00.003+08:00

I LOVE CALLING PPLE BITCHES, SO?

2008-09-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

Fuck man, i went all the way to sengkang to get that stupid thing when it was actually sold at amk hub. And now i freakin hell dont know if we're even meeting this weekend. Okay, i'm kinda pissed now. Screw you.

2008-09-18T20:35:00.009+08:00

MY TEETH HURTS. >(

2008-09-18T20:35:00.004+08:00

(I need loads of these, =/)

Today was alright, nth much happened. As always.

Last friday went out with ys, supposely to catch a moovee. Rot around for like three bloody hours till it's time for the show, BUT kao that bloodly slut dont let us in cos she wanted to check to our identification cards. >( shant elaborate anymore, angry!

Tuesdays was career seminar, it was .. soso. I'm motivated to get into jc! as to which jc it is, it shall be a secret yooooooooo. Got back some of the papers for the past two days, i think i could have done better. ): Better buck up if you wanna get your ass into a jc lzy!

My bill like exploded, kaoxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. ): cant wait for it to restart. BUT, when it restarts means oooooolidoodle level is nearer and nearer. I think everyone will start shitting in their pants or sth like that.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh-kay, had been bitching alot on somehow the same topics and same person much of the time these days. (Haha!) Cant help it la, she's too much of a bitch and practises too much .. self pity? What happened to the kids' brains nowadays, HA!

我害怕面对自己。

2008-09-01T20:17:00.007+08:00

Went to out today to have thai fooooooooooooooooood with my aunts and cousins. Whole load of pple :D Food was awesome! *Yummy* Shopped around after that, as usual my aunts started their scray shopping spree. And my aunt bought my cousin a pair of sneakers! It's really really nice okay, cos i chose it! Haha. I also want uh. ):

(My fringe look freakin' ugly sial)

I haven start my revision for my prelims yet, kaoxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. Can die liao, everyday alone at home slack and sleep, need to find pple study with me someday.

Anyone? ):

2008-08-31T16:56:00.004+08:00

MY FRINGE, D:

I LOOK LIKE SUCH A BIRD WITH NO FEATHERS.

SCREW IT. I cant stand looking at myself in the mirror, seriously.

Okay, let's put that aside.

Thursday, after our english&fullhist paper, went to yisen's hse with wanni&shihui.

It was boringggggggg.

Friday, after the retarded teacher's day celebt, (saw andrea, she's pretty (: ) went to wanni's dad's hse.

Another boring day.

Saturday, wall.e-ed with wenkai and yisen.

Mute movie D: sighs.

Zz, went to fetch mom ystd. Wait until my butt rot i tell you.

Got alot of hot angmohs from the LA flight. (HAHA!) *drools*

I like! :D Hehehe.

Grow fringe! Growwwwwwwwwwwwww ~~

2008-08-23T10:03:00.005+08:00

Ohlaaaaaa!

Prelims' starting next week. mygod mygod, PANPANPAN-NICK. D: Smelly chickenbackside.

Putting that aside, i went to the singapore Fireworks festival ystd! Theme was, Romantic France. It was awesome, (not as pretty as last year but still great!) Posted some pictures and a video, i have very little fireworks photo cos there's so much smoke and my photo only 3.2mp. Damn. ):

(Outsideeeeeeeeeee)

(Look at the elmo balloon!)

(This unlce infront of me, came prepared!)

(Where's his shoe? He thinks it's his hse.)

(raining ):)

No more video, waited for two hours and still not uploaded yet. stupidblogger. You'll just have to make do with that pathetic photo. D:

Off to study, bye!

2008-08-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

How do you define sucess?

Only sixty plus days left, now i feel the stress after talking to siyuan this afternoon. My revision is hardly working and heard that gary had alr finished his. Zz, thought about grades and stuff on my way home. Everything in future looks so scary. What if i get 20pts or even worse. Damn it.

Cos i know i dont have much self-discipline. I dont wanna end up in some poly with dyed hair and messed up life and studies. I'm not saying that poly is really that bad, but it's just not what i want.

Screw it all. I'm such a shit head. =/

2008-08-12T17:16:00.002+08:00

Read other pple's blog, only 66 days left to olevels, shitttttt.
Where's the someone i needed when things starts turning bad and i feel like cracking or breaking? Fuck shit, D:

2008-08-11T15:05:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone who is as cute as me! Today's a halleedey!

*Dance around*

Yeah, but i'm home doing my work. Very bored okay, ): I only managed to finish one maths paper. Somehow, when i was doing my work, my camera starting flashing and clicking away. :D Magical right! Hahaaaaaaaaa, Peektures!

My cute pencils in my cute lil pencil box, well part of it.

Chocolate makes me happy, (:

Lazy post the rest la, hahaaaaaaa. nth to do online. ): I wanna sit the singapore flyers lehzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. Smellychickenbackside. Okay i felt so much better after buying loads of stuff online. doubt i'll get to wear them or use them anw. Tskkkkk, Kay whatever. I'm a bitch.

Ciao!

You couldnt even rmb my birthdate, what's the point of telling you the second time?
Sigh,

2008-08-10T15:42:00.006+08:00

Okay first up,

Happy belated birthday Singapore and Charmaine! C:

I thought that the opening of the Beijing olympics was awesome. Well, far better than singapore's National day parade.

Have been feeling very odd lately, like mood swings. For a moment i feel like burning everything, for another moment i can be laughing my ass off.

I dread school so much, it's like i have to stay back for everything almost everyday. Chemistry ssp for louiser students, Physics class at library with mr moi. ><

):<

Caught the mummy three last night, it was .. .. okay lor. soso, dont like the new female lead and the new son.

Oh kay, today's post is very random and messy. Yeah whatever.

Peace out!

Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

you won't get to see those tears

I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

2008-08-05T16:31:00.002+08:00

Ystd's recess:

Fat food again and again, haaaaa. Suppose to be studying for tomo's history test now, oh screw the tests nowadays. And prelims are coming, so what if there's national day school holiday? There's not much difference, is there? Holidays = trapped at home revising shits.

Yadayadayada, fengrong passed me the me oschool leaflet thing, awww so touched. Didnt expect it. (: but doubt my mom will let me learn lor, she went back on her words. Sighs, mothers are all like that. Forever.

I forgot what i wanted to blog laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, rah smellyfishcakebombs. Thanks to my sister, had been screaming and shouting at her for the past minute. What a bitch. Shall post the photos i took on council investiture. I look super sec oney.

Went running a few times last week, running is the best way to sort things out. Hmmm they say running makes you feel better cos it improves the blood circulation. Haha i think i should run more, make myself happier.

I wanna show that i can just be as happy even without you. =/

2008-07-27T16:03:00.009+08:00

Hi, got online to grab the racial harmony day peektures and load them over at my blog.

Weekends were pretty alright. Went out ytsd with wangw, wens, aos, kohj, martin, warren, yuets, darren and valerie engengengeng. Got home late and nearly had my head seperated from my neck. Anw the outing was okay la, :D The dark knight was alright, not that kind of movie that i'll go "OHMYGOD, THAT'S SO COOL." Joker was cooooooooooooooooooooooool. I like.

yadayadayada, dont feel like typing much. *hears bloody neighbour's horrifying voice singing away* God, i wish i could go into their hse and broke their karaokay set and throw it downstairs and and and kick his ass.

Okay, enough of my violent side. :D peektures.

"Why so serious?"

2008-07-25T22:12:00.007+08:00

Had been thinking alot lately, dang so many stuff to worry about. Like oh-my-god-it's-the-end-of-the-world-tomorrow feeling. ANW, ystd while i was at home i ..

STEPPED ON A BLOODY FREAKIN' ASSED PRAYING MANTIS. LIKE WHAT-THE-HECK IS A PRAYING MANTIS DOING AT MY HSE. IT WAS GREEN AND GREEN AND HARD AND AHHHHHHHHHHHH, I'M SO GROSSED OUT.

Started screaming away in the night after i realised that i wasnt a vegetable but an i-n-s-e-c-t, my all time favuorite pal. Zzz.

Ss test today was .. okay i hope ._. electromagneticism or whatever that is mr low taught today was alien to me. Buck up fat bitch, grr.

Met up with my mom and sister after ssp today, bought skirts and shirt from fox. Yay! I HEART HEART MY MOM. Hahaha then dad came to fetch us for dinner, pictures!

SPOT the two lizards on the wall/pillar, (Yuck!)

No pictures with cool daddy cause the food was here and no one wanted to take anymore. didnt upload photo with mom cos i dont think they would be happy if they know their faces are being post online and stuff. Next time must take alot alot alot of photo with my cute lil' daddy and sexy lil' mommy! :D

2008-07-20T17:01:00.003+08:00

Have been doing work the whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, tiring manxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz. Feel like kicking asses. One little two little three little indian ~~and i'm like so hungry *grummmmmmmmmmmmbling*

I WANNA EAT MOS AGAIN, HAHA!

Racial harmony day tomo, yay peektures! I'm gonna take truckloads of photos! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. Photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo photo!

Byebye sluts, off to work!

Haha, i miss you still.

2008-07-19T01:09:00.003+08:00

Pple tend lose it when they learn grow up. It's different now, it's just a blur.

2008-07-19T00:20:00.005+08:00

School was tiring as usual, shant talk about it. Haha okay met up with my sister for lunch today and we ate MOS. Yayayay love it. It's like the third time i'm having Mos this week. I bet the person recognises us. Ohmygoddddd. Haha.

Had this conversation with dearest van, awwwww we're so cute.

Ziyu says:
Sha lalalalala~
VANSA says:
in the morning ~
Ziyu says:
Oh oh oh ~

Ziyu says:
Ohmygoddddddddddddd, we can go form a duet or some sort. HAHA!
VANSA says:
u go form yourself. lol. xD or with val or jes. cos they cant stop singing it in class
Ziyu says:
Lololol, i like sticks better.
VANSA says:
AWW
VANSA says:
hahahaha
VANSA says:
xD
VANSA says:
eh...
Ziyu says:
our group name can be FAT STICKS!
VANSA says:
what stick
Ziyu says:
HAHA.
VANSA says:
WHAT?! no !
Ziyu says:
Why notttttttttt.
VANSA says:
fishballz
Ziyu says:
i know you love it.
VANSA says:
fat sticks is like lol la
Ziyu says:
Cute alright!
VANSA writes:

Ziyu says:
Hahahahaha yeahhhhhhh.
VANSA says:
lol. retarded ahahahhaa
Ziyu says:
Your drawing sucks, tsktsk.
VANSA says:
it's so pretty
VANSA says:
i'm the one on the left. the cuter one
Ziyu says:
HEY! how come i'm the one with the weird smile.
VANSA says:
cos yo smile is abit weird. hahahah

I wanna watch dark knight and wanted (like so long ago) and hellboyyyyyyyyyyy. ):

Study bitch, study!

2008-07-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

KNS! Damn fucking gross please. >:( and heard from van that the guy was released from mental hospital alr. Zz. Screw the law at that country.
http://thy-dowager.blogspot.com/2008_06_22_archive.html

READ!

2008-07-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

HAHA, mygod. Just heard from my mom that there was this man in northpoint today. And he started bathing in the toilet, when the security guard asked him to stop, he ran out naked and ran into popular. Mygod, poor kids in popular saw his naked body.

Haha random. =]*
Goodnight lovelies.

2008-07-14T21:35:00.008+08:00

"What makes a man a man?"

Less than a hundred days left, gosh. Everything's happening so fast right now. It's frightening just by the thought of it.
Okay went out on saturday with weichong and siyuan for sushi. I practically dont eat alot of stuff, so yeah was forced to eat disgusting stuff. Yucks. Very little pictures cos no one wants to take.

They swallowed this thing, can you believe it. Eeek.

Unglam photos, haha.

And yeah after that watched Redcliff with smelly black thing, it was alright. Quite nice, the characters in the show are so cutexzxzxzxz. Hahaha. Those who have yet to watch it should catch it someday.

I'm somehow excited about Racial harmony day for the first time in my school life, yay. School's ending an hour early tomo. Wheehee =]*

xoxo.

2008-07-05T10:49:00.005+08:00

Judgemental?
It's how you put it.

Classes were alright ystd, thankgodit'sfriday! :D Met up with my sister in town. Ate, shopped and ate. I didnt get two of my Fox shirts. ): ): And and and, i end up eating my sister's share becos she order sth she knew she wouldnt wanna eat. What a bitch, lol. Hohoho i'm growing fat! Pictures please,

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Chocolate ice cream with chocolate crumble and dark chocolate shards. :D

It's a sunny yellow banana day, C:

See ya!

2008-06-30T17:52:00.002+08:00

I look like shit. My studies are like shit. My hair is a shit mess. My room looks like a shitty sewage pipe (Haha not that bad la!). My cupboard is in a shit mess, like earthquake inside.

I'm gonna get my life back,

BACK ON THE TRACK GIRL! :D

Let's start with my studies. Had peer tutoring after school. I think amaths is so fun all of a sudden. Oh yeah, today was height and weight day. Phewwwwwwwww! Gained like a tiny thiny bit (less than 1kg okay!) and still 163.

Quote for today: Fat is nice, and i am fat. FACE IT SUCKERS. :D

Cheers, xoxo.

2008-06-29T14:07:00.007+08:00

Shut it bitch, enough of your fake smiles.

What-ever, just let it be. Sha-la-la-la~

The weather is so killing me. My new best friend: Air-con! Suppose to go out for dinner with my aunt on thursday at some rich ass restaurant, damn cancelled. Now, my dad dont want to bring us out for dinner on a sunday. BOO!

My ear no longer hurt yo! Random shit,

Off to have tea/desserts with my lovelies and come back after that to lick my books(HAHA!),

byebye cows!

2008-06-28T15:36:00.008+08:00

The use to be.

2008-06-28T14:41:00.003+08:00

The weather lately is so warm, makes me irritated so easily. So, i'm sorry to those who i attituded and stuff like that. Dont take it to heart yeah (:

Okay, so now i'm stuck with doing this weird thing becos of my dear fengrong. (booooooo!)

___________________________________________________

* People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
*Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1) If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be
I dont know, i guess i'll cry until no day no night and i cant tell wonder i'm in singapore or greenland. :D

2) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be
Only one dream? That's difficult. I guess it'll be for eveything to be fine in everyone's life.

3) What will your dream wedding be like?
I doesnt matter, as long as the other party is one i love and loves me more than anything. That's my dream wedding. :D

4) Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes, i am. I'm uncertain.

5) What's your ideal lover like?
Like him, just that he has to love me more than he does. . . . . =/

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loved by someone, yeah.

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Everyone's different. As long as he loves me, i'll wait no matter how long.

8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Like that lor, just be a friend i guess. (though i think i wont be able to. HAHA!)

9) Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?
Not unhappy, but upset. Cried for such stuff for the first time. Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nvm.

10) Is being tagged fun?
Er, i dont think so. I think it's quite retarded.

11) How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I see myself having a great job, a car, happy family and a fabulous boyf. Working towards that. :D

12) Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family, yup that's all.

13) What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
I think he is an idiot! Hahaha no la, he's my nice four year friend! :D

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor! Nth is impossible with the love ones with you. Who knows, you might be rich very soon.

15) What's the first thing you do every morning?
I check my phone for your text, though it's nvr there. ;

16) Would you give it all in a relationship?
Definately, i'll try my best to. And of cos hoping to recieve it all from the other one, be it lover family or friends.

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
It wont happen.

18) What type of friends do you like?
Hmmmmm, someone like him.

19) What type of friends do you dislike?
Sluts, bitches, whores, bastards. :D
___________________________________________________

Done, i shant tag anyone. :D

Our conversation is reduced to a "Hi" and "Bb". Yucks, it sucks.

2008-06-25T18:48:00.007+08:00

"I had the noodle dream dad."

(HAPPY MEAL TOY!)

I need money, D: I feel so poor.

Seems like i need everything but it's more of a want than need. ):

Class today was so tiring, especially physics. Damn ms ting is really quite boring i have to admit. ): And mr lee is sick for two day alr. I think it's really scary when old pple fall ill, i mean it's like surely it's super xinku and they take super long to recover from it. Gosh, get well soon man mr lee! :D

I'm feeling so traumatized after hearing what they said during lunch. I mean why? WHY? HIM and HER? HE and SHE? They THAT and THIS? O H M YG O D, what is happening la. I'm confused and lost and grossed out and disgusted. $!#&(%&$&

And i'm not gonna ever take bus70 anyanyanymore. It's just too depressing throughout the journey, my brain turned into peanutbutterjam when i heard you came to school ystd.

Goodluck for the peeps taking olevel chinese oral tomo!

2008-06-24T22:43:00.007+08:00

THIS IS MY 100TH POST.

Alright i'm gonna blog as long as i can. :D (Haha.)

Hm, school started two days ago. Lessons were still okay, loads of double periods. ): And i'm talking lesser and lesser in class and i've been going home straight after school for the past few days. That sucks, yeah but whatever.

Yes yes my new fringe is . . B L A H. ): But like what valerie said, there's alot of pple who cut banks/bangs after the holidays as well. T S K all copycat huh. Haha. But since it's my 100th post, shall let you peeps who hasnt seen me in ages see my fringe. TADA! (Pay attention to the fringe, not my fat face please.)

It's buried inside for so long. I must say this out i must say this out i must say this out,
I M I S S Y O U A L O T ):
Yes i really do. I dont wanna be your friend.
I dont like the way things are.
I never think about you, but you're always on my mind.
You cant expect me to just forget that this all didnt happen.

Sometimes I just dont want to go anywhere but shut myself in the room blast the music and all the fuckshit. I know Olevels is approaching and i shouldnt be doing/feeling this way, but i cant help it but think. You all might think i'm being such a kid and stuff like that but i dont give a damn to what you guys think of me cause apparently you guys dont understand.

Hahahahahah im silly, yeah i am.

There's school tomo, i just love it. D:

Xoxo, goodnight.

2008-06-21T12:19:00.004+08:00

My new hair is funny shit i tell you,
Hahahaha so NOONE is suppose to laugh at it on monday! >:( Grow hair grow hair grow grow grow!

Yeah so went to school ystd morning, nth much came home straight becos of somebody. T-S-K nvm i shall not say. I only managed to finish physic workbook ystd? Mygodddddddd, i think if i finish half of my holiday homework i'll be so happy. Damn i'm such a bitch to squeeze everything in two days. Now i feel like going out since it's a saturday buttttttt i've got homework. ): Bitch

This picture very cute right! Remind me of myself. Lololol "no i'm just fat." :D Alright random.

I'm off now, xoxo love you guys.

2008-06-18T15:25:00.016+08:00

Aww had been very long since i last blogged. Loads of things happened last week. Bad week for most of us.

Yeah okay went to the It fair on saturday, i got my headphones. Yeah i swear it's worth the hundred bucks i spent on it. Cant really rmb what happened after that, only rmbed that i was stuck in the walkway in suntec for like five mintues till the whole chunk of mad pple started squeezing their way through. It was like day light clubbing. Hahaha.

Went to suntec on sunday after tuition again, (god i must be mad) once again i was stuck in the walkway and this time it was longer. My sister was really really pissed till she didnt have the mood to get the fossil wallet for her friend.

Monday was alright, cause finally it's bbq day! It has been 394746382272826367483 years since i met up with my babes and the guys. Felt really really good hanging out with them and doing stupid stuff like we used to. Helps me get him off my mind for a moment. Pictures,

Look how un-white yuting is! (:

The other love bird, (: sweet.

My lovelies! w/o wanni.

Black.

The hardworking bbq monster, the unhappy, the slacker with fan. (:

Happy ending.

"Hey someone switched off the lights?"

Went to Mr kelvin tan's wake ystd. It was really sad to have someone we know leave us, got to know about the bad news on sunday. Saw the last paragraph in robin's blog about him which he took from another blog. I mean although we wasnt close to him, he was still once our teacher, our mentor. Life is fragile and unpredictable isn't it? Learn to treasure and cherish the pple around you. God bless Mr kelvin tan, rest in peace.

"Until the feelings fade."

I'll make it without you. Wont i? =/

2008-06-04T15:58:00.005+08:00

I still do. . .

but i guess it doesnt matter now, does it.

It will nvr happen, not even in my dreams.

Laughs.

To everyone out there:

Sucess is getting and achieving what you want, happiness is wanting and being content with what you get. Remeber that happiness is a way of travel not a destination. Happiness is a by product of an effort to make someone elso happy. Happiness adds and multiplies, as we divide it with others. Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced that we are loved. M happiness derives from knowing that the people i love are happy. So be happy. (:

2008-06-03T23:14:00.003+08:00

My doctor is super friendly all of a sudden. Haha not bad not bad, i like friendly pple. (: He offered to give me a two day mc too, yayayay! My mouth taste of the strong medicine and i dont know what taste. Super weird and disgusting.

It's quite boring staying at home actually. Maybe tomo i'll use my time at home to study and revise since i'm not going to school. (: Miss nerd is on the move.

Ohyaaaa, i bought this top online. When i tried, it looks like a dress please. ): And my mom's so helpful to add that it looks like a apron on me. ): ): Booo.

Goodnight lovelies!

2008-06-03T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hello huns, sick again. ):

Earth is dying, natures' having it's revenge on us. Floods, earthquake, droughts. What if the world really ends at 2012? Are you prepared to just die at the age of twenty?

When we look back in our lifes, what have we really done right, what have we done to contribute to the world or even the pple around us, what have we achieved. You might answer; Hey we're only in this world for twenty years what do you expect. Excuses.

Sometimes we take things for granted. Family, friends, things around our lifes. Pple out there in the world do not have a chance to be educated but us sitting in our comfortable chair right now thinking mygod studying is such a torture. We take our love ones for granted, we expect them to be there for us forever like they owed us their life. We complaint about the pathetic amt of pocket money we get, the weather being bad, our room being not big enough, the food being not tasty, parents not giving us enough space but there are worse pple in the world worrying about their next meal, fighting to survive, unsure of their life tomo.

It's time we think about our lifes. If you havent been treating your old folks at home right, start now. If you havent been trying your best in studies or work, start now. If you havent been following your dreams, start now. Nth is ever too late, it is the matter of only whether are you willing to do so.

Whether or not the world ends at 2012, live your life loud.

2008-05-28T17:58:00.003+08:00

Hello chickens, cows, birdies, bunnies, rats, crows, worms, cats, horse and whatever. (: I'm back!

School's a bitch, schooling hours are so so so long please. But i guess it's alright since the Os are approaching. So, i tell myself this everyday: "i'm a nerd, studying is fun. :D"

I wanna go out tomoooooooooooooo. ): Damm, everyone's like going out except for the pple in our school and i see pple complaining that their holidays are boring and they have nowhere to go. Mygod, *SCREAMS* Secondary four equals to no life. I wish Olevel's tomo (HAHA!)

Asshole.

Alright, I need sleep like seriously, reached home at 9plus ystd. Once again my mom thinks i'm out with a guy. -.- Pleaseeeeeeeee she thinks too highly of her daughter, i'm not some pretty slut in school. BOO!

I'm going off for dinner, bye lovelies!

2008-05-26T16:08:00.005+08:00

This shows how sick our school is, no wait, our principal is the sick one. Click for bigger view peepers. (picture with credits to puyuan's blog.)

Today's the first day of the holiday programme crap, hcl was okay la. (: time passed really fast. Tiring day tomo though. Okay whatever, i wanna buy clothes but nth caught my eye in the online blogshop. ): ): Damm.

Tomo's dearest wanni's birthdayyyyyyyyyyy! Yayayay. <3

I'm not going to.

2008-05-25T01:56:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone! The weather's pretty warm nowadays. Rmb to drink more water!

Haha, that was a really stupid comment. Blah whatever.

Stucked at home for the whole of today, couldnt make it for wanni's celebration. So sorry wanni! ): ):

Got back the report book ystd, as usual results are on the border line. sighs, jiayou ziyu! Yes yes i'm gonna work harder. Ohya, when siyuan was getting back his report book ystd, poshun was like lining up to get his book alr. Like wth? Cant he just glue his butt to his smelly chair and wait for msting to call for his name? Asshole, and guess what, he's face and body was like practically sticking on to siyuan and listening to what msting was saying to siyuan. Zzz, cannot stand him.

That's all for today, it's 4.O6am now, goodnight peepers! (:

.. You'll be fine. (:

2008-05-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

Ziyu just learn to shut up. You're so useless, cant even get a simple thing right. Just do what you do best, shut up.

I'm sorry.

2008-05-18T17:14:00.003+08:00

Give me a cash printing machine, give me a rich husband, let my parents strike the million dollar toto, let my neighbour's money in the hse fly into my hse, let my dad get a promotion, let me pick up a fifty bucks on the floor. God, i need money. ): ): jidannnnnnnnnnnn.

I need:

A bag to bring to school.
A bag for going out.
A wallet.
More clothes.
More money to pay back what i owe.
More money to pay for presents.

Okay these are the more impt ones, the rest are not listed cos those are not impt. DAMM! I think i wait until i finish Olevel also haven save enough money to get them la! ): JIDAN JIDAN!

*pulls hair and runs out*

2008-05-17T12:21:00.002+08:00

Goodmorning everyone! (: (: Went out ystd, not going to say much becos it's for me to know and for you to guess. But, i'll give you one word for ystd,

GREAT!

Hahahahaha and and and and lying is super tiring and taxing, so lovelies please dont lie. (:

2008-05-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

NEHNEH! TOMO GET BACK PAPERS AND TAKE CLASS PHOTO!

I'M GONNA GO ON A DIET AND EXERCISE MADNESS I TELL YOU! THIS TIME FOR REAL REAL REAL. SAY HELLO TO MS HOT AND BYEBYE TO OLD FAT BITCH! YEAH BABY YEAH!
That's all, too fat no mood blog. Goodnight! Hehe.

2008-05-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

Rmb to catch it lovelies, :D Made me laugh though. Went town with valerie ystd, dinner-ed, ice cream-ed, walked and watched. Yup, that's alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. Pretty short day, that's not enough! I wanna go out again again again! Yayayay. So suckers out there, quick let's go out. :D :D I wanna watch ironman now, since everyone, i stress EVERYONE said that it was really worth it.

Tomo's olevel spa, ohmygod goodluck everyoneeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
Ohya, to all the moms in the world: Happy mom's day!

2008-05-09T18:41:00.001+08:00

Spot the three sweetpies! :D

2008-05-09T18:26:00.005+08:00

Okay hello everyone, wasted my day today at home. Dang, ask me out anyone! D: Realised i'm pretty much someone with no life. That's so saddening la, oh-what-ever. Midy was screwed. But nvm, it's over! I ran today! Damm tiring, Ziyu you're growing fat man. Exercising is fun! Yes yes yes, i'm going to exercise and get those fats moving. Just wait and see! :D My blog is boring like nuts, prolly closing it down soon.

Alright that's all huuuuuuneys, Good day!

"I'm not gonna write you a love song, 'cause you asked for it 'cause you need one,
you see i'm not gonna write you a love song, 'cause you tell me it's make or break in this" - Sara Bareilles "Love song"

2008-05-03T14:31:00.003+08:00

Exams are one and half day away, and i'm still idling, trying to find excuses to run away.
Disappoint with myself. Sighs, havent been feeling really good these days. Doesnt matter, Goodluck for the coming exams.

To you (though i know you wont visit), i dont understand what's happening bt it's just not your fault. It did not start when you were born, like what i said sometimes things are just outta of our control.

To the other you, it doesnt matter if you dont have anyone to talk to or text. It will happen when it does. And dont dislike him, becos i'm alright.

To the last one, i still cant decide.

If you asked what do i want to be, i wont have an answer.
Because, I dont have a dream. . .
What's yours?

2008-04-26T13:33:00.002+08:00

Once again, everything went all bad and ): between us. Sighs.
What do you do when you feel really rotten inside you. Can you teach me.

I'm just a kid to you. You nvr know how much it hurts.

2008-04-19T15:53:00.004+08:00

你幸福吗？
Are you happy?

Today's really not the best day i've ever had. Ohwell, thank you jianan, siyuan,yisen and aslam. (:
Which brand of bikes are the funniest?
Yamahahahahahaha! :D

Good day ahead doodlers!

2008-04-17T18:23:00.004+08:00

"Hello there, this is my boyf."

That bloody bastard. Shit him, ): You are the one showing me all your nonsense. Ha ha ha, realised it yet? Bet you havent, cos you're so busy with your stuff. Why not just forgot i exist as well? I alr so good tempered nowadays, WHAT YOU WANT LA. Fuck you. Nvrmind, I go listen to my music alr. Shit you, bang bang bang!
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Class today was okay. (: Pohusn "erected" during chem spa again. Bryan and lionel keep staring la. Sickos! Hahaha, and and beloved huiting bought me ferrero roches. So sweet of her. (: Plus, you know what, the expiry date is ON MY BIRTHDAY! Hahahaha damm cool. :D

"I should be contented with what i have now." Tell yourself this, and your day will be so much better. Trust me, :D

2008-04-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

It's the third time i'm posting today. I feel like an idiot, oh well. (:

Just came back from the outside world. Had fun today at clarke quay with my all time boyf, my sister (: Ate kyomomoyama, really nicer atmosphere over there. Then tracked to kinokuniya, Loads of cute little japanese kids there. Really young ones around four to five years old. Wanted to take a photo with this little boy but didnt becos somehow the dad looks kindof fierce. Ltr went to asabo sabu (cant really rmb what's the name) to have deserts. :D But i'm suppose to be on a diet, ohmygd i broke my promise to shihui. Hahahahaha.

Ohya, before i forget sth i've got to mention. There's this group of pple just now at kino, ohmygd they dressed up like those cosplay characters and walked around in the shop. Like hello? Are you out of your mind? It's Singapore you're in, not Japan. Pple will think you're somesort of nutcase here. Oh please.

Okay enough of the oh-so-boring-ziyu's-everyday-life-post. (:
Goodnight lovely birdlings.

Haha! expecting sth? No emo stuff for you to peep at this time round. :D You got "pawn with a T"!

2008-04-12T10:29:00.000+08:00

Now and then, The loveaholics. :D

2008-04-12T10:00:00.007+08:00

Okay hello guys. It's going to be a busy weeeeeeeeeekend with all the maths hmw and chem test in monday. D: Ohmygd pray that i wont fail again. I wished i was always that busy, then i wont have the time to think about it.

Viewed a number of blogshop these few days, well actually three only. Hahaha but their dresses are really pretty. But bang! I dont have the money to buy them. This is so irritating, no money = no dress no bag no food. ): Nvmind, I'm on a diet anw. ohmygd feel so bloody fat nowadays la so i rannnnnnn ystd :D And bloody 2.4km is on monday, i'm gonna run my ass off i tell you. :D

You tore it apart, you're the one. Sorry doesnt help.

Slient desperation

2008-03-30T20:48:00.003+08:00

Olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel olevel! Half a year left to the losers exam. We should all study and be nerdiefied!

I'm watching the bourne supremacy now. Sooooooooooo exciting, soooooooooo cool! Haha, meettheparents was okay. Bloody shit, the dress i wanted was sold. Irritatingshitpeepoolimejuiceparrot. Nvm, not buying that dress makes me save my money. :D

I wanna eat andersen's mango icecream nowwwwwwww. Shitter D: and i have nth to blog. Grrr, i want a bigger bed! so it can sleep another person! :O Haha, just joking laaaaaaaa what you all thinking! (:

2008-03-20T23:39:00.004+08:00

俊翔says:
i sing you a song
俊翔 says:
i am a cow, moo moo
俊翔 says:
i'm so cute
俊翔 says:
im cuter than you
俊翔 says:
im so much cuter than you when im on a barbeque grill!
俊翔 says:
hahaha

Haha, cute right! :D Ooooookay, tomo is hao xing qi wu! Holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:
Bloody hell, my ulcer hurts like a stone! D:

Short post for today,
goodnight everyone.

2008-03-19T17:21:00.002+08:00

We're losing it, i'm afraid that we'll nvr be able to make it after all.

2008-03-16T20:47:00.002+08:00

I need to sleeeeeeep, before my dark eye rings get darker and my eye bags starts to show making me looks like a monster. D:

Slept from 4am to 8am today. And i had tuition in a what-on-earth-is-happening state. D: after tuition i did my homework! Haha although i didnt finish them when i have plenty of time left but yes i did most of them okay! Bloody proud of myself. First step to a nerd (even though it's a small tiny step) :D

I'm thinking of switching to livejournal. I'm sick of blogger all of a sudden, but i know nuts about livejournal. This sucks. Anyone nice enough to help me out?

I realised that i've been missing out on alot of things, friends family life. I've been living in my own world and stuff. It has been more than a year and i'm still not close to my class. My friends? The gap's getting wider and wider. Is it just me or what? It has been a long time since i rant about stuff. Everyone is either too caught up with their stuff or cant be bother about anything. Maybe i should just keep things to myself, just like it used to be two years back.

It's the last day of the holidays! Time to study my ass out.
"Bob the builder, can we fix it
Bob the builder, YES WE CAN!"

You havent realised that i stop saying them, have you?

2008-03-14T21:34:00.001+08:00

"I want to be the sky, so i can watch over you."

2008-03-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA I AM HAPPY!

i think i freakin hell bought the LAST KOIZORA PHOTOBOOK in singapore la. Because i called all the kinokuniya outlets to check for the stock, they are not bringing in anymore stock AND luckily there was one left at the clarke quay outlet, soooooooooo i reserved it. I'm such a bitch. HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, so i went for the retarded council agm today. Total waste of time can. Whatever, then jianan was very nice to walk me to the train station. Trained to clarke quay and when i tapped out, i walked towards some unknown exit ( because i was kinda lost what). I reached this exit called the 99 steps exit la, and i suddenly rmb my sister say she and her friend nearly met a flasher there. It was natural reaction that i'll hesitate, suay suay some malay uncle was loitering there. Haha, so obviously my mind started to think that he might some flasher or sth. Next thing i know, he started to approach me. I was thinking, "Kaoxzx die alr." plus the train station was freakin hell empty. Hahahahaha, turned out he was asking me where he was. :D But quite stupid right, when you come down to the train station there will be the station name outside what. Hahaha whatever. :D

It took me so so so so long to reach the stupid liang court la. Some auntie gave me wrong directions, hai wo walk one big big round. ): When i reached the liang court it was so terrifying la. cause they renovating the whole mall, it was like it's gonna collaspe la. Scary can! Yup yup, so went to collect my beloved photobook and the novel. Stayed there for about an hour or so and i'm off to suntec to get the poster. :D Went suntec, bloody hell. NO STOCK. Tsk, so i went to the other outlet at esplanade. And yaye! i got my poster :D I love the atmosphere at esplanade, nice and calm. There was also this two person singing unplugged at the mini hall there. Their voice was amazing.

So, conclusion! I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY. :D although my wallet bled like it was having meses. D: Okay, it's disgusting. Hahahahaha.

And, shihui and yuting are such bitches lor! They didnt cry when watching the moovee. Stupid yuting still say my boyf not shuai! BANG HER BANG HER! :D

Haaha, okay i'm off to complete my hmw with the company of beloved Kat-tun! FYI, kat-tun is a japanese group. LOVES! Show you guy someday.

Till then, goodnight.

2008-03-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

KOIZORA IS LOVE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I wanna watch it the second time. Miura haruma is handsome like hell please! But but but, he looks better with the bleached hair in the movie. But overall he's still goodlooking can! I love the two main characters in the show. :D I want a boyf like hiro! Okay, i should stop dreaming. :D

2008-03-12T10:24:00.007+08:00

I should study.

Not much time left for me, six to seven months? Gosh it's so fuckin' near alr and yet i'm still wasting my youth out there. D: Oh man, this sucks. I should study, i should become a big time nerd and stop thinking how pple think of view me, i should put those mind-bugging stuff aside.

YES! I will. But before that, let's enjoy the holidays little earthlings. And i'm going for sushi ltr! (arent i suppose to be on a diet or some sort? Haha!) My bloody neighbours are crying again, okay or should i say have kid's attitude. You know those sort of things when they scream and shout until someone comes along to give them what they want. Bloody slut leh, cry everysingle morning. Shut up dey?

It's your choice, your life. What's your next step my dear?

2008-03-11T18:23:00.003+08:00

Thanks man, you guys are the greatest.
Bitches.

Nvm about that, i must learn to control my temper like what i promised! :D Yes yes, i wanna watch Sky of love and Horton! Who wanna watch with me me me me! :DDDDDDDD

Went to school today, saw lucas on the train! Haha, first time in two years okay. Then, had physics and chemistry ssp. And i passed my physic paper! Hohohoho! I seriously think chem ssp was retarded, he didnt even teach much la. Waste my time. Zz. Ohwell, that's all for today.

"The more we sweat in training, the less we bleed in war." U.S. Navy.

2008-03-09T13:19:00.014+08:00

Happy birthday dearest wenxun!

HELLO! :D
Went to sentosa ystd. Haha, it was loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Although i rained around 2pm, but it stopped after awhile. We are bloody hell lucky. The first aid guy there was super nice and caring. It's just a splinter stuck to my toe and he's treating it like my leg broke or sth. No wonder he's from first aid. Suits him! Haha.
And please, dont touch me. I'm sun burnt. Refrain from touching me, shihui or wanni. Haha!

Haha, pictures please!

Picture of the dey! Loves!

2008-02-29T17:39:00.002+08:00

Hello,
Happy Belated Birthday Valerie Dearest. (:

School's a bitch. Test test and test. I really need to get used to it; coming home late in the evening, studying till it's bedtime. It has been three full weeks since i last went out. ): Well lucky i have an clique outing to sentosaaaaaaaaaaa next week. That's sth really nice to look forward to. Loves. :D

Yes, another year older for Valerie. In a blink of an eye, it's the end of term one. Two months nearer to Olevels. This sucks. Everything seems so far and long, but it's not. Nothing stays like the way they do. And, WENKAI! Cheer up.

That's all for now. Till then, goodbye.

2008-02-17T20:12:00.002+08:00

I am back from the sec four camp! :D
Well except for the butt aches caused by siting on the floor for like eleven hours a day (hey our class and the 4E1 were the only classes without chairs can!), it wasnt as bad as i thought uh. And like what they say, you'll cry in the camp. I CRIED! Oh man, not a very common sight to see me cry okay! :D Thank you Amin, Woei Tang and Hui Min! You guys are not bad, talkative asses!

Perhaps i need anger managment. Yes i think so. My temper is getting from bad to worse. D: I can get really irritated by the slightest things and when my periods comes, i'll turn nuts (according to shihui uh). This is bad, real bad. Maybe you guys should splash a bucket of water on me or sth when i get mad. Grr, someone teach me how. D:

2008-02-14T22:44:00.004+08:00

Thank you Beloved Wenxun, Taoyee, Wenkai and Jianan for the roses! :D

LOVES

Today had the Adam Khoo camp /workshop. My pigu dam pain uh. sit for about a total o 11 hours la! Somemore only our batch no chairs la! Lousy school! The trainers were really funny and nice! :D Fun and loving pple! Hahaha.

And oh ya, when i went home just now, this group of guys came to ask for my number. Shock tio. Haha, Although nvr give my number out but nevertheless xing li hai shi hui you yi dian dian shuang. :D

To manxuan(doubt you'll see it): Please dump your bastard-so-called-boyf. I really think you should.

Now i know where i stand. Thanks uh.

2008-02-13T23:37:00.004+08:00

Hello! I just rushed my hongkong dramaaaaaaaaaaa. Oh man the ending sucks la. I dont like! Why the nan zhu jiao nvr be together with the nv zhu jiao! Rahhhhhh. D: Aaaaaaaalright lessons was alright. After school i was pissed off. Haha, okay then went to kfc and shihui cannot stop laughing after we talked about popcorn chicken. She's nuts luh.

2O more mintues to Valentine's Day. D:
You made me think alot. Perhaps not? (huiting, i know how to spell alr okay!)

2008-02-11T17:02:00.000+08:00

I am sick. D:
I've got the colourful-sprayed-paint-body-and-bunny disease. Dont ask me what's that cause i have no idea too. I just feel so horrible. Hope i'll get better before the camp starts. ):

What is up with the attitude?

2008-02-10T14:16:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone. :D
Get those fingers counting!

Okay, i still didnt have the new year mood on thursday. Boo, okay whatever the holidays are going to be over soon. Yes, i shall enjoy the last of it.

Went to my both grand's hse on the first day (it was boring like nuts), myrelatives came to my hse on the second day (suppose to entertain them but ended up on the phone) and went to yuting's shihui's lam's hse to bainian then to vivo with hahaha :D on the third day. Lam's hse was amazing! The view was like ohmygod. I wanna live there too, i wanna be rich too. :D Vivo was loved. :D

I have no idea why i bought so many sets of new year clothes when i only wore two of them this year. Blah. I still have homework waiting for me. D: Teachers are retarded. They insisted on giving us homework even if they knew we wouldnt do (or is it just me?). Haha.

And yes, someone scolded my girlf on her blog. We scolded the person when we were at lam's hse. Now that i think of it, we're so childish! Hahaha.